Un-truth Poetry Prompt

You said I can trust you and that you won't leave
But just this week I found out that that was a un-truth
It took me so long to trust you
So long to attach to you
You were so many things to me
Couldn't you see?
You were so much more then a barn rat to me

I don't trust people, but I trusted you
Just a week ago when you told me your leaving
It broke my heart I really felt it tear in half and break into molecule pieces
Oh no, this was not the pain of loseing a little boyfriend
This was the pain of losing a family member
That's what you are to me, a family member
You were my idol, my hero, my role model
And you'r just leaving, like everyone else

I can deal with my friends leaving, my pets leaving, even when I think my moms leaving
But you, I can't deal with parting with you
You just are leaving me here alone
Do you know how horrible the pain is inside when you are left alone?
Do you know what it feels like to be told lies over and over again?
To have people leave you over and over again?
You know I need you, you know we need you
But thank you, because now I know the truth
People will never stay with you
Don't believe what they say, they won't stay
People tell un-truths, and that my friend is the only truthful thing I know